A Future Director To Be....?

I wonder if you guys have realize that I've started writing articles again JUST because I got offered Communication in USM. Well, it has been quite a roller coaster week for me since the day the result is out. Nervous, anger, disappointment, acceptance, anxiousness, these are the feelings that I've experienced throughout this whole week. It is definitely not the result I yearn for but I believed that God does not shut one door without opening a window. So, this is the main reason why I've finally accepted the offer from USM. (Yay)

If you have read my article Dream vs Reality, you would have known that to become a director/tv producer is one of my wildest dream. You would too know that I've gave up because my parents prefer me to take up law. However, life is a funny thing. When I only considered Communication as my back-up course in applying for universities, I've been offered to further my tertiary education in Communication. All I can say is that God works in mysterious way. I believed that this is the path He want me walk on so that I can learn more and discover more possibilities.

To make sure that I can cope with my studies, I've started writing articles again to brush up my writing skills. Writing in English has been my biggest weakness since my stories are normally very dull and boring. I've been trying to make my articles more interesting by adding in some proverbs and idioms but boy, it is hard! So I've received some reviews from my fellow readers, they had commented that my articles are too long-winded which makes it boring. (Thanks for everyone who review my article ^^) And I'm going to learn from my mistakes! However, grammar errors seems unavoidable since it has become a habit of mine in writing xP.


It may takes a long time for me to succeed in the broadcasting industry, however I believed, with the faith I have, I will have the strength to go on and never give up. Dream without any action will forever be a dream yet dream with hard works will pay off. So fellow readers, dare to dream! =D

Dream versus Reality

When we were in Primary school, teachers will give everyone a form to fill in our ambitions. The funny thing is, what we mostly fill in are not what we really dream to be. Instead, the ambitions that we filled in are those jobs that we encounter the most in our lives. So it come out, the most popular ambitions to be would be doctors, teachers, policemen and lawyers. Little did we know, that most of our so-called ambitions will not turn out the same when we grow up.

When I was young, I've always wanted to be an archaeologist. In the beginning, I chose to become an archaeologist not because I wanted to. I've chose it as one of my main ambition just simply because it was unique, and none of my friends wanted to become an archaeologist. Never have I thought that one day, it would come to my mind that to become an archaeologist is my goal for my entire life. I've been reading a lot of articles about the amazing things in this world such as the mummies, the Moai, pyramids, the Terracotta Army etc etc. So it had become my dream to explore these amazing creations and maybe, discover more if I have the chance.

However, the reality is always cruel. To become an archaeologist, I would need to sacrifice my time, energy and even money. While the fame and fortune will only happen if I have any discovery. I do not have confidence in sacrificing any of those only to chase my dream. So, I've set a goal to become an archaeologist only after I've earn my first "bucket of gold".

The lucky thing is, I never have any hard time in finding another ambition. I was interested in everything and I wanted to become everything! Artist, writer, director, lawyer, TV producer, PR etc etc It is one of my weakness to be interested in that particular job after I've watched dramas with the heroes and heroines acting on it. And my friend had often made fun of me because of this. Well, of course I know that dramas always like to exaggerate to make the story more interesting. Yet this weakness of mine have made me discovered another ambition of mine, which is--- a TV producer!

I was addicted to K-Pop (short form for Korean Pop Music) since 2009 which I have been listening to the K-Pop songs, watching Korean drama and variety shows ever since. To my amazement is, Korea is a very small country with language that differ from ours yet the K-Pop and K-Drama industries are growing rapidly. The Koreans are very good in packaging their idols and it is the main factor which leads to the growth of the Korea entertainment industry. That's when I thought, if the Korean can make this happen, why can't I? Since then, I have another goal, which is to bring the entertainment industry of Malaysia to another level. 

Well, yet again, my parents didn't encourage me because they think that the entertainment industry is very competitive and does not sound as glamorous as a lawyer. At first, I fought hard in defending my dream. I even went checking out those colleges offering this course and the scholarships offered. However, I got persuaded by my parents since I don't really have to worry about looking for a job since the demand for a lawyer is always high. To make sure that I can get a law course from local universities, I've changed from science stream to art stream during my A-levels. I started to pay more attention in class and studying harder so that this third ambition of mine would finally become reality. I had even worked in a law firm for 6 months just  to gain more experience in the law industry. 

For once, I've even started to believe that I'm going to be a lawyer in future. However, fate is a funny thing. When I've given up for my dreams at the broadcasting industry, I failed to obtain any offer for law course in the local universities. My parents and I were struck dumb as we thought that I had a high chance in gaining a law course in the local universities. Instead, I was offered Mass Communication in USM. Currently, I'm still on the fence to decide which course I'd like to pursue. And one thing I hope now is that the choice that I will be the correct one.

In the end of the day, what I realized is that what we dream for and the reality may be different. We may become someone that we've never thought we would be. But my advise for all is, no matter how hard will it be for us to pursue our dreams, never lose faith! We must believe that in the end of one hallway, there will be another left/right turn for us to continue walking. I believe that what I am experiencing now is to prepare myself for a better future. In future, I might be able to achieve my dreams (which is awesome) yet I might not. No matter what the outcomes turn out to be, at least I had dreams.

Welcome 2.0

It have been a very long time since I last posted. Well, due to several personal reasons, I was forced to make my blog private. And so, I have not been writing since then.


Dear all, welcome to my blog again. I hope you guys would enjoy what I write. And please, do leave comments to share your thoughts about my post. I believe that all of your comments would be helpful for me to improve in future. So, lets start writing!

Hmm... So the main reason that I'm here writing, sharing all my thoughts again is because I was offered Communication in USM (not what I wanted exactly, but oh well). I guess in Communication, writing would be one of the skill which is needed for us to excel in this industry. And hence, I hope by writing articles here would help me to brush up my writing skill in no time. 

So people, welcome to my blog again and feel free to comment if you have any thoughts to share with me =)

Thank you and good day.

Changes

If you've viewed my blog before
You should realize that something is different right?
Yup! I've change my blog design again...
This is due to the fact that my friend said my blog design was too flowerish
So I've decided to change my blog design
What's your comment about my new design?
Please leave a comment and let me know 






Thankies =))
xoxo

朋·友

今天，我的同学偶然的问了我
“你喜欢参怎样的朋友？”
“怎样的人会吸引你的注意力？”
我想了想回答了她一句
“好玩的人。”


对我来说，何谓好玩的人呢？
或许是指玩得起的人；受欢迎的人；搞笑的人
我觉得我真的是这样的人
但是这些人往往都只是我在开心的时候会想到的人
对于我来说真心的朋友才是值千金的！


有人说路遥知马力
我觉得这一句说得真准！
我是个粗心大意的人
往往都会被快乐冲昏了头脑
而真心对待我的朋友，我往往都是到最后才知道


我说过了，刚刚开始吸引我的朋友就是那些好玩的人
有时候我会理睬好玩的朋友多过真心的朋友
其实也没有到后悔莫及的程度啦
只是就是偶尔会忽略真心待我的朋友


不过不过，我对真心待我的人可说是很好的说
因为我也会报以真诚来对待他们
当他们做错了选择的时候
我不会支持他们，我会敲醒他们
或许他们的选择是对的，可是我还是会尽量的说服他们走我要他们走的路


是吧，我是霸道吧？
可是当我是真心的时候，我才会关心你
如果我们只是普通朋友，我只会支持你所做的一切
并不会想说这是否是对的，还是错的


呵呵，这篇写的好乱哦
啊，不管啦




xoxo

补充一下

刚刚看到了我的仆人回应了关于我在金视奖里说的文章
她说感到非常惊讶
原来她和我的看法竟然略有三四
也发表了她无数的看法 
关于这点呢，我想补充
其实我不能点评关于女头家是不是实至名归
因为我没有看本地电视剧
可是既然评审们认为这部戏有资格得奖
我们就应该信服
再来就是关于我们看法相同的是
Ali,我想说
我相信一定是那部戏好看/不好看
我们才会有相同的看法
毕竟就算人的审美观再有不同
如果那部作品真的是非常粗糙/好看
观众的反应还是会一样的


好吧，我就说到这。
钦旨

When You Believe

When you have faith in yourself,
You can do everything.
Because you will give the best in you,
To achieve your goal.
So my friend, believe!
Never give up even there is some obstacles,
Try hard, pray for it.
Because when you believe,
Things wouldn't be as hard as it seems.
Just, believe.




xoxo

趣事一件

刚刚正当我在睡觉时
突然接到一通来电
她说她是上次的空姐college打来的
告诉我我的身高和体重都符合条件
问我想不想当空姐
其实我觉得最好笑的是
曾几何时我的身高体重符合条件？
嗯，或许我写我的身高是170cm体重是48kg他们才会找我的吧？
呵呵
不过如果我符合条件的话应该会考虑考虑吧
只可惜我是个胖子
所以不好意思咯

我们打勾勾

不知道你们小时候有没有这种回忆
“我们大勾勾盖印章，你不可以反悔哦”
是吧，小朋友都会这样的吧
打勾勾是不是代表了信任？
还是那只是幼稚的表现的一种？
我已经忘记了那些儿时回忆
不过最近发生的一件事情令我记忆犹新


我班同学最近为情事而烦恼
看到他懊恼的样子我便问他到底发生了什么事
他要我答应他不会告诉别人
我当然答应啦
可是他竟然要我勾勾手
我当时可说是哭笑不得
不知道是他太过童心未泯，还是我是这么的不可靠？


其实，勾了手之后是不是就一定不会讲出去？
在我看来其实并没有什么差别
如果我是守信用的我就一定不会说出去
但如果我就是那么大嘴巴的人，我还是一样会说的
或许他在给自己信心吧，一种信任我的信心
又或许这是一种安慰，好让自己放心的告诉我一切


不过不难发现这件事情对他来说是多么的重要
我因该觉得开心吧
因为他竟然肯把他心里的痛告诉我
话说回来，不管打勾勾是多么的幼稚
可是这毕竟是一种信任的表现
当然，我说到做到
他的秘密，我是不会跟任何人说的
尤其是她……

Upgrade!

Finally the day has come
My MUET essay result has finally upgrade from C to B!
Phew...
I thought that will be my grade for my whole life ==
Anyway, having grade B is just something which is nothing to be proud of
But then it still feels good to be upgrade =)
I'm not sure if I were really that bad or just it's because of my teacher is strict
Because I've never get C in my English before
Sometimes I even persuade myself that C stands for band 4
LOL!
Maybe it's true that I just deserve grade C
Oh, who cares?
Because now I'm back with my B grade =D
My teacher even ask me to type and print out for her
Cool!
Hopefully everything will remains the same or become better!
Haha

雪耻

给各位没有看羽球日本公开赛的朋友
李宗伟在决赛是打赢林丹了
是不是有点惊讶呢？
李宗伟终于在国外赢了林丹
也证明给大家看，他的世界第一并不是侥幸


我相信，就算是身为马来西亚人的我们
也对李宗伟的世界第一抱有怀疑的态度
因为李宗伟对林丹大多数都是吃败仗的
赢的通常都只是在国内而已


不过身为运动员的我也知道
就算林丹可以赢李宗伟也不代表他才是世界第一
因为或许林丹会败给那些低排名的
而李宗伟可以赢他们


无论如何，我们都要高兴
因为李宗伟终于雪耻了！
套用马哈迪的一句话：Malaysia Boleh!
呵呵

金视奖

昨天是金视奖，不知道大家有没有看
这个金视奖呢可以算是大马华文娱乐圈的一大盛事
等了这么多年，大马的华文娱乐圈终于有自己的颁奖典礼了
第一届的金视奖可圈可点
可是我认为大家都会喜欢
因为毕竟等了这么久了
终于有了一个类似台湾的金钟奖，新加坡的红星大奖的颁奖典礼了


大马自从在原点这部戏开始
在电视剧方面开始有很大的进展
其中非常出名的大制作包括：女头家、情牵南苑、炭香…
这几部戏都是脍炙人口的戏（我没看过，听大家说的）
大家终于发现了，原来大马也可以制作出这么好看的戏剧


其实在原点之前，tv2也有制作许多华文戏剧
不知道大家有没有看，可是我小时候常常看
这些戏剧都是有一些非常有经验的演员演出的
或许是因为播出时段的关系，这些戏剧并不是非常受欢迎


话说回来，昨晚的大赢家是女头家
当中包括了：最佳女主角、最佳电视剧、最受欢迎电视剧和最佳电视主题曲
其实我并没有看，所以不能说女头家是不是应该得到这些荣誉
可是我觉得当晚听下来，我最喜欢的电视主题曲还是情牵南苑的圆缺


觉得最奇怪的入围者就是那些偶像剧
觉得大马的偶像剧非常的不好看
除了偶像们没有这么偶像之外（没有什么包装、不怎么帅/美）
他们的演技也烂到透顶！
你会觉得他们的动作非常的浮夸，觉得他们的演技就只有一个字--假
或许这只是我的看法，或许我只喜欢看国外的偶像剧吧…


再讲讲关于综艺节目吧
马来西亚的综艺节目一直都有在改进
我记得曾经有一段时间常常看大马偶像
渐渐地歌唱比赛不怎么流行了，我才开始不看
其实大马现在的综艺节目跟以前比已经有进步了
我最喜欢看Amusing Race
看一群搞笑艺人在那里整来整去很好笑
还有好吃……可惜他们连入围都没有
或许因为不是知识性的吧


而节目主持人方面呢
我一直都以为会是叶俊岑一枝独秀
没有想到欣怡会拿到最佳主持人
真的有点吓到
不过他们俩的主持风格都不一样
所以我也不能说什么


主持人李心怡的最后一句话一语点醒梦中人
原来金视奖是两年一次的
嗯，不过也是啦
一年内也不能播出这么多戏剧啊
所以两年的决定也不错的啦
当然我希望大马的传播也会更上一层楼
能够制作出更加好看的节目


加油啦！！

Trust

Nowadays, I keep on thinking about one topic, trust.
What made trust so important? I wonder...
Can anyone give me the answer?
Can I trust you?
I just want to know the truth...

关于一个人

在这个世界上（目前为止）
我只心疼两个人
一个是我最要好最要好的朋友，伊敏
还有一个人，就是我将要讲的这个人了
不，我跟她不是很熟
我也不能说我很喜欢跟她做朋友
只是就是会有心疼她的感觉
不，也不是说我不在乎其他的朋友
只是他们都让我很放心


她是我在新学校新认识的同学
刚刚开始的时候觉得她这个人有些不好相处
可是没有办法，她是我班上唯一的华人
再怎样都好，我都必须要尽量跟她保持友好关系
对她的改观是在一件事情发生后---
她第一次在我们的班上哭


这是因为她的压力很大
之前她在中学的成绩不是很理想
成绩不好就算了，可是她的亲戚还小看她
整天讲她的坏话，导致她的压力很大
她想要证明给他们看她是可以的
她讨厌她的亲戚的程度甚至到有报复心态
她曾经跟我说过她想要当律师
想要用法律的途径来对付她的亲戚
我只能说这种心态是非常不好的
不过我劝也劝了，决定还是她的


她第二次哭，我上次有说过
是因为交通事故
或许她认为自己的运气很差
才会悲从中来，哭了


今天，是我第三次看到她在班上哭
原因是因为她被我们的muet老师诬赖
老师说有人说她到处讲老师的坏话
其实我也是有说老师的坏话
只是老师只骂她一个人罢了
就觉得有点不公平
而且老师也知道大家都不满意她的教学手法
她也说过她不在意
为什么现在她又骂人了？
只能说我这位朋友是这件事情的代罪羔羊
所以她特别难过


这就是关于我这个朋友的故事
或许这个故事还会在延续下去
因为人生的休止符只会在你去世的那天出现
只是我希望这个故事的发展可以是往好的方面发展
不希望我还需要担心、心疼她了

柯欣上当记

好久没有写作文了（现在来写一篇吧）

         对于每一位马来西亚的中五生来说，中五这一年是非常重要的一年。鉴定考的成绩将决定他们的前途和未来，所以每一位考生都会尽自己最大的能力把考试考好。由于预考即将来临，柯欣在书房努力的复习高级数学。虽然她平时的分数都是班上数一数二的，可是她还是不敢掉以轻心。毕竟成功是经过许多努力和付出才能够得到的。这时，她的电话传来了一则简讯：祝你预考考得好成绩^^ 加油！“0165682838…咦，这是谁的号码啊？好陌生哦…”于是柯欣变回复了这个号码。

        另外一边厢呢，旖寰趁温习功课后的休息时间预祝朋友们预考获得好成绩。当然啦，朋友们大多也回祝她获得好成绩，不过有一封简讯吸引了她的注意力。那是柯欣回复的简讯。“欸，柯欣不知道我的电话号码吗？呵呵，有啦！”平时就喜欢恶作剧的旖寰突然心血来潮想要整柯欣。她打算假冒自己是柯欣的神秘追求者来整“单纯”的柯欣。

“喂芳，帮我想一想一个男生的名字。”

“做么嘞？”

“叫你想就想啦！”

“嗯哪嗯哪。嗯，john怎样？”

“哈哈，okok没问题！”

         于是就产生了john这个虚拟人物。（我想柯欣想都没有想到我是这样替john命名的）每一个虚拟人物都必须有一个虚拟的身份，这个身份非常重要，否者恶作剧将会很快就破功了。所以要想得周到，而且要跟主角有一些关系。旖寰把john定为ke的学生，跟柯欣一样在sofia补chemistry。而john是因为在补习班对柯欣产生好感以及兴趣。

         当然的，如果一开口就跟人家表白，人家可能不会理睬你。所以旖寰先以朋友的身份来回复柯欣，好让柯欣对john这个虚拟人物产生好感。她把john自我介绍一遍，好像john也存在在这个世界里。两人聊了一阵子便说拜拜了，也约好了明天在补习班见面。

         旖寰与柯欣本来就没有补同样的科目所以隔天她要骗柯欣需要很大的运气。她趁休息的时候发简讯给柯欣。本来只是想要慢慢的接近柯欣罢了，没有想到和旖寰同班的仲麟和淑惠竟然提议直接表白（因为如果改天才骗的话他们就没有好戏看了）。他们俩也加入了这场恶作剧。在仲麟的加入后，这场恶作剧变得有些肉麻。因为他原本就是以不要脸、厚脸皮而著名，所以说肉麻的话一点也难不倒他。

         柯欣开始有点逃避john这号人物。因为原以为认识了一位新朋友竟然是自己的神秘爱好者，她或许有些受宠若惊。经过好几次的拒绝，john还是没有放弃。柯欣心想：补习为重，等下再回这个莫名其妙的john。旖寰、仲麟以及舒惠三人见柯欣迟迟没有回复，发了很多则”爱的宣言“给柯欣。到最后的最后，他们终于破梗承认自己的身份。

        补完习后，柯欣开了自己的手机来看。“哇，20封信简讯！”看到最后，最后一封简讯居然写着“其实我是旖寰，哈哈。”此时，旖寰笑脸盈盈地走向受骗的柯欣：“哈哈，受骗了吧。April fool =D”

        

        柯欣真的是快气炸了：“什么April Fool啊？四月已经过了很久了啊！”

       故事的最后，柯欣终于有了旖寰的电话号码。(LOL!)

结论：Digi的Super SMS让很多人受惠，可是与此同时的也害到了很多人。xP

旅游后遗症

从中国回来以后，发现自己有了许多后遗症
其中包括了：

• 脸上莫名地长了许多痘痘
• 咳嗽咳了好久都不能痊愈
• 肥了很多 xDD
• 头发变得干燥（不过会到大马以后已经好了）

现在我每天都很努力的敷“mud"
希望都都可以全都消失
呵呵
至于咳嗽跟减肥嘛
顺其自然吧 xPP

旅游总结

想说去玩了这么久，如果不写一些有些可惜
有句话说得很好，说大马人去旅游呢就是
上车睡觉，下车尿尿
景点拍照，回家莫名其妙
我想如果我不再写的话我就快忘光光了
北京我去了故宫、颐和园、景山公园、十三陵、万里长城、等等等
说实在的，你现在问我：北京好玩吗？
我一定会回答你okok咯
因为真的没有什么感觉 xP
好吧，就来总结总结一下吧


故宫：我的梦想破灭了！！我们只能够在他的building外面拍照，并不能进到里面去。所以我不能坐在椅子上拍照
颐和园：他的湖大到……你可以想象以前的皇帝是多么的奢侈！一个可以令国家海军队来练习的人造湖泊，还有因为要建人造湖泊堆成的假山。竟然是这么的奢侈！！！
景山公园：没什么特别，是明朝最后一个皇帝的自杀地方，在故宫后面
十三陵：是我最害怕的一个地方。说穿了他毕竟是个坟墓。而有新加坡团在那边见鬼了（遇见了陪葬的妃子）
万里长城：嘿嘿，我现在可是一位好汉了呦。好累好累
鸟巢、水立方：水立方的夜景很美！！我的酒店就在水立方的正对面！！！是五星级的哦 xD
风水：各位肖猴的朋友们，快恭喜彼此吧！我们是属金命的咧
天漠、沙城：千万不可以去！！！！！你会后悔一辈子！！
云冈石窟：佛教徒一定要去
九龙壁：顾名思义。有九只龙的一个墙壁
胡同：北京人的生活可以在里面看得一清二楚
杂技秀：睡觉的好地方
温泉度假村：一个字，爽！
明皇蜡像馆：浪费时间
大钟寺：好大的钟！
圆明园：原本好好的一个建筑物，因为战争就全毁了……
购物站：无聊到半死
皇帝餐：你在骗七岁小孩子吗？我家都能够煮的更好！
北京烤鸭：跟马来西亚的烤鸭没有什么差别
北京的食物：咸死了！！！不好吃！！
最满意的地方：温泉旅馆和国家会议厅（水立方对面的酒店）
对导游的讲评：他好爱吸烟哦…不过他是个好导游！我推荐！


嗯嗯，就酱吧……
懒得写了，哈哈

The Royal Family

让我来为各位讲解讲解新成立的皇室
我--公主
意意--女佣Siti (from Korea)
Cherie Khoo--女佣Guava (from China)
伊敏--皇亲国戚
依璇--皇亲国戚
这些职位或许会有更动
这一点我不是很清楚
或许那两位女佣会被炒鱿鱼 xP
又或者会升级？？呵呵


哈哈，有够自恋的……
伊敏说我像公主因为我有公主病
哪有啊？？！我可是很自力更生的说
呵呵，除了不做家务之外吧
啦啦啦，各位成员快来留言吧！
这是命令哦


*小心我凌迟处死 xP*


P.s Cherie Khoo, guava很好吃啊
你就接受这个名字吧
这可是本公主最喜爱的食物呢
呵呵

我升级咯

是的，我非常讨厌人家叫我千金小姐
因为我终觉得这些字眼带着非常歧视的感觉
好像在小看我什么家务事都不会做
喂，我这是叫做懒惰！
跟会不会做没有关系
嗯，回到正题
由于受到《公主驾到》这部戏的影响
我在朋友们的眼中升级了（不知是好是坏）
他们现在都叫我公主
呵呵，汗到……
现在我在学校有两位女佣
一位是来自中国叫Siti（意意）
还有一位是来自越南的无名（Cherie Khoo, 名字我忘了取）
她们最大的责任就是酸我
让我无地自容是他们的使命
算了！我迟早会炒他们鱿鱼的
呵呵




P.s 既然我现在是公主
是不是应该要用朕？XD

伊敏不知道的事

伊敏说我没去training因为我是睡猪
可是伊敏没有想到我只是赶不到妈妈载
其实并没有迟醒
他自己睡到10点才醒才是睡猪！


伊敏说我为他找奖励金是看不起他
可是伊敏不知道的是我是因为不想看到他再工作
要他专注在课业上
所以才拼命的帮他找奖励金


伊敏说我整天只会依赖女佣
可是伊敏不知道其实只要他要我帮他做任何事情
我能做的，我认同的，我一定会帮他做
所以我不是千金小姐！


伊敏说我朋友很多绝对不是个内向的人
可是伊敏不知道的是
我的最好的朋友只有他一个！




呵呵伊敏，再critic我吧……
我下次会令到你哭 xP